What doesn't kill you...........

You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in color
And do the things I want

You think you've got the best of me
Think you've had enough the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby, you don't know me, 'cause you're dead wrong

Chorus:
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes you fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over 'cause you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

You heard that I was starting over with someone new
They told you I was moving on, over you
You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You tried to break me, but you see

Chorus:
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes you fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over 'cause you're gone

Bridge:
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone

Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not the broken-hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking 'bout me
You know in the end the day you left is just my beginning
In the end

To all those fighting the good fight...no matter what it may be...Stay Strong!!


♥S

Now I'm Freeeeeee.......Free Falling......................

Oh hi peeps, I'm back with a quick postie.....Check out the awesome Truth Group gift hair ♥ I love this top..love love........Hope everyone had a wonderful Easter.

Goods are at the bottom.....

bye for now

~S~

Shopping list:
hair- truth- Bunny (group Giftie)
Tattoo-Blackfeet-to the ends of the earth
Makeup-damned-Cateyes, darkdolly
Top-Coloreta's -Bowy tanky top
Shorts-Mon tissu-Minx-blk
Flip flops-Maitreya gold-Lucid
Piercings-Pekka-underlip plugs,Ni.ju Celtizine & Overload piercing
Necklaces-Artilleri-corazon, R+-Repetitor necklace la traviata silver
Ears-Gauged-Elven
Bracelets-Blitzed-Legacy Cuffs
Belt-Blitzed-Legacy
Knees-SU! bloody knees 01
Nails-Dl Extreme long nails
Glasses-Hype-Nerd glasses
Moutie-dl-My photo
*pose set-NSA-Skater (notsopro)

I lost that loving feeling.......

Oct 18, 2008
My first avi's rez date....
I loved Secondlife right from the start. Funny the draw this cartoon world has. I could remember some days rushing home from work so that I could log in. I was naive. I had two dances, a hand full of freebie outfits. and a half way decent copy-botted hair from analog dog. Boy those were the days. Everything was new was an adventure. My (RL) skin was thick, my feelings intact, my heart unbroken. Boy those days are GONE. Where did it all go. Sad in lots of ways. For now my toes are Primy, my clothes top notch and meshy. The Lindens are plentiful. The true friends gone. Logging on is like a chore. Seems my secondlife is infected with trolls, whores, ex's, fuglys, fair weather friends, users, takers, wannabe's & unsavorys. MY (RL) skin worn thin, my feelings hurt many times, my heart broken and glued. It seems even my old stand by doesn't make me happy theses days. I'm tired of fighting the same fights. The worthless drama.
My mind flashes to a simple time. I can see it like it was yesterday. My First Little SL house, on a sim made to look like Spain. I had no lindens for furniture( had yet to put rl $ in game) I refused to pole dance..." I ain't no dancer". Sometimes when none of my friends were around, I would lay on the roof of the little house and wonder how long I would be here. What would I do, what would become of me? I had no sl worries, no drama it was wonderful and yeah my hair was really bad flexi, my toes were shrek feet no prims yet. Clothing, skin, and other textures were well horrible. But my Soul was at peace, my heart was full of promise and hope.
Damn it secondlife I lost it, that feeling...the nights that I laughed so hard my sides hurt. The times I was up chatting till the sun came up and I could have cared less. All the times I prayed for the night to never end. When I loved secondlife, when it was fun and happy! If anyone is reading this do you know those times. Can one every really get them back. Can you ever play like a "noob" with fresh eyes. Yeah this is my cross road....I guess I have to walk alone....Looking for my happy secondlife
Shoot maybe I'll find a little house somewhere on a sim made to look like Spain...Signs....

before this post Fades to black.....
Falling from darkness
To a place I don't know
Everything's moving with no place to go
I feel so alone and scared
As I fall, I wonder, "Is anyone there?"

As the days and nights pass right by
I count the nights I just lay and cry
Falling from faith, falling from love
Please, is there anyone up above?

Never did I want to feel like this,
When the answer lies with the slit of the wrist
My mind is racing to find another solution
Before it's too late and I'm just an illusion.

No one knows how I really feel
I just want him to hold me and help me heal
As I fall, I feel the rain
I begin to think that may be this isn't the key to ease my pain

Dear God make me a Bird, so I can fly fly away

Just a picture today folks.....

Retro done with Style

Ok I've had this look in my to post for awhile... its Cboy & I on the Atelleri sim sporting a 50's kinda look and feel....hope u like it!

Be My valentine ♥

Yes Sir valentines day is tomorrow :)
Here's my Vday look...

♥'s
Scarlett

What I'm wearing:

Hair-Shag-Voulex-Vous-Fade to black
Mouthie-Violent Chemicals-to my valentine
Ears-Gauged-Elven
Wings-Delicious-Black wings
Necklace-virtual/insanity-Love and hate
Nails-Virtual/insanity-kitty galore sharp claws
tatttoo-Sleepy bozer-Love kills slowly (color)
Hair rose-dl
nose bandaid-Dl It hurts
Dress-Tee*fy-Chalk Dress(scarlet)
Heels-P10-Wild rose heels in crimson
Knees-Queen & co. bloody knees with bandaids
Pet- Zooby-great dane (ADOLF ♥)

And they call it Puppy Love.....

Fast...Ready set Blog

Meet Adolf my new Zooby Puppy! Isn't he Cute....
Me I'm super casual.....Tres Blah (JuJu jeans) and a Karma Tank! And oh How I adore this Gun Belt
Its from Cheeky and it comes in a two gun version ( I bought that one too :)
Thats it Gotta run....
Hope Everyone had a kick ass weekend!

♥'s Scarlett

What I'm Wearing:
Hair- Truth Tammy
Glasses-DL-Funky glasses Color change
Top-Karma-Read my lips
Jeans_ Tres Blah- Juju- Ripped
Shoes-Pornstars-low tops
Puppy-Zooby-Great Dane (fawn)

‘Cleanliness is next to Godliness’

See How I dress to clean our virtual house while cboy is at school. I know when he reads this post he's gonna ask why I dont dress like that when hes around. (LOL) This Cute undie-maid outfit came with everything even a adorable feather duster :)
Let me get back to cleaning....Hummmmms to herself over the rawr of the vacuum.

Happy Humpday people...

The Details:
Hair-Truth-Gabriel-night
Ears-gauged-elven
Makeup-Mostly Damned,
Peircings-Pekka & ipoke & ni.ju
Outfit-Blacklace-Dirty Little Maid-Black satin & Lace
Ring-Pepper-Pieces ring
Tattoo-cboy( I made this my self)
shoes-N-core-UltraPlatform"Noir intense"
vacuum-belle Rose-Vacuum

Roller Girl.......

When I was a kid my favorite thing was my strawberry shortcake roller skates♥ Hours and Hours of fun and great memories there peeps! So putting this Roller Girly outfit together was fun and a labor of love!
All spurd by finding a pair of roller skates in my inventory (score) what a find! So I slapped on some tiny shorts, some pig tail hair....Plus a super uber fun Roller skater AO from CI...and there you go. I found a Roller ring, I wont name it cause it was a terrible build. I don't feel the need to shame the owner. But I did snap a few pics....As Anita Ward plays on my playlist I skated away!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=URAqnM1PP5E

Da Goods:
Hair-Truth-Alexis-black
Makeup-Mostly Damned,
Peircings-Pekka & ipoke & ni.ju
Sweater-dl Cutest Double seater
Shorts-paperdoll-Rolleddenim shorts-indigowash
Knee pads-dl-kenees gaurds
socks-League-gartered socks-black
Ciggy-Hermony-ultimate cigarette pakage
Belt-R.icielli-RYNA belt-purple (*huge 5oL sale here*)
Necklace-dl-troublemakers necklace
Ring-Pepper-Pieces RIng (dollarbie)
Tattoos: dl-Belly bandaid & Sleepy bozer-Times up (NEW)
Love zombie-cboy-stomach scar (custom)
Knees-Queen & co.-Bloody knees with bandaids
Skates-justB-rainbow skates blk/pink
Ears-Gauged-elven
Glasses-dl-Funky glasses(color change)
Poses-{just poses} black ice pose pack
Guns-Brutal weapons-G30's

Oh no you didn't

Haha the following are looks you should not sport. EVER...
Yeah I know this is a virtual cartoon world. and all but damn I put forth loads of effort in my Pixels. everyone should on some level. Come on...What the hell do all the pole dancers & escorts  do with all the lindens they earn sadly degrading their avi pixels? Do they Cash them in for crack? Do they cash them in to pay the rent on a double wide in a shady part of town? Who knows!
The pictures are just a few examples of what not to aspire to look like in secondlife.
I tp'd to a club that sounding interesting. it was a bust. I did find a pregger, a ruther, a 5year old noob, and some bad hair....LOL hope none of you reading this look like any of these avatars...

Thats it no good stuff at the end. If you choose to look this bad. do it your damn self :P
Have a great weekend one and all...